Remembering How To Forget

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Remembering How To Forget

Be happy 

It is quiet and it did not get out

That you avoided the deep shit, the death thing, that you were innocent of

The person you knew never really existed at all

You created them in your mind

The real person is a psycho

A suicidal rampage looking to transfer responsibility through love

Responsibility for their reckless life

You needed to get away and you could not

You got lucky

You found out

You got out

In some strange perverted way it was punishment

Not kindness, it was not “not wanting to hurt you”

Not wanting to hurt you would have let you go

Love would have stopped hurting you

Being too weak to stop because you say you care is a lie

That person is lying to their self

The truth is they loved their self more then they cared about abusing you

They could not stop hurting you and face their self

They had a plan

And it did not include letting you off for what they felt you did to them

Or how much it hurt you, their working their plan, getting what they wanted 

Don’t let the kindness attached to the hiding their plan appear like they cared about you

Try to keep in mind that you are never really out of trouble as long as they feel 

That there is a connection to their situation that they believe you are responsible for

This is a prime motivation

To get out of the path of destruction

Save yourself

Hope that they have found a reason to forget

Make this the reason

That you can forget

You got lucky to get this time

This is a time to forget

Forget the trauma

Forget the emotional abuse

Forget the lies

Deception

Rejection

Betrayal

They are all lies

Planted, spawned, incepted 

You made them realities 

You could not live without in your mind

But none of them are true

Who you think you know you never knew

What you chose to believe 

Was never real

Just and obsessive fantasy

In your mind

That was used against you

Imprisoned you in a prison you could not see

In your mind

You are free

To move on

Leave the lies and abuse behind

Enjoy the quiet

While you can

It is a gift

From God

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Out From Under It

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Out From Under It

The student played the teacher
With his lessons and her plan
The teacher left the door open
The student used his lesson plan
To play with his mind
To manipulate his heart
To get what she wanted
Even if it tore him apart
The student had a plan
Right from the start
To get what she wanted
To use what she had
To make the teacher
Fulfill her plans

The student
Learned how
To manipulate men
One was not enough
So she got two of them
The needs of a life
Are not guaranteed
Unexpected circumstance
Do plans impeded
The student would try
To turn them to gain
Making the second man
Believe that from him
Did the impediment she gain

Plans take their time
Time the student had was few
The time worked against her
The Teacher saw through
Before inception was complete
The second man knew
The student told the teacher
She never would tell
What was her reason
But the teacher knew well
For she told him
He betrayed her trust
When he gained
The knowledge
Of the truth
The plan for the second man
In a moment of anger
In a moment of lapse
The student told the teacher
In his betrayal of trust
That she believed
She told him her teacher
He gave her the impediment
So she would not leave
In this statement
She revealed the true nature of her plan
She would do the same thing to the second man
Make him believe he had given it to her
Giving her the power
Over him to be hers

As the student's plans collapsed
She made her mistake
She turns to the teacher
Whom she did forsake
‘I will always remember all of the good things”
She did say
Giving this teacher
The key to get away
Out from under it
Possession of the weight of emotional trauma
Belongs to the one who last extends them self
Willingly toward the weight of the reality
Of the pain

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Yuan Fen

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Yuán Fèn

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Love not sin

Conceived within

Fate and destiny

We will see

The face of this child

Through the

Fear and pain 

We longed to see again

The love

That will plant the seed

That will give you life

We lost our hope

Lost our way

Lost our love

But you came

One day

Into our life

We live we met we suffered

We said goodbye

But neither of us

Could turn our face 

Away from your eyes

We were compelled

We gave ourselves

We went back 

To create you

We were born to do this thing

Child to be

Child hiding inside

Waiting for us to remember you

To give you life

We were selfish

But we felt alone without you

So we met again

To give you life

We will look into your eyes

Hear you cry

See your smile

Alive in this world

Sweet child of our love

Yuan Fen

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The Prophet

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The Prophet

Men don't make themselves a Prophet

God does

Goodness or sin is not how he decides

It is the heart that God picks

It is the love that he sees in the heart

Only God can choose in

Who he finds the love

Who he gives the love

The tongue of the man tells lies

But the tongue of love 

Chosen by God

Speaks words

That God has chosen

To fulfill

Blind and death

Is the one who hears the words

Of this Prophecy

And see them 

Come true

Only believing the bad

You can hear them say

“Everything you said 

That was bad that would happen to me

Happened”

Did they listen

To the other words of love

They hardened their heart

To the words of love

They rejected the love

Because they loved for themselves

To fulfill themselves

They rejected the love of the man

Because they could see the love of the man was sin

So they loved greater sin

So they slaughtered the love of the man

The imperfect love

The best love a man can give

But the man was given words by God

They were greater than the sin

Greater than the self of two

The woman heard the words

She heard the prophecy

Not the love

Not the words of love

Not the love of man

She heard the bad things

Believed the bad things

So the bad things came to be

The profit spoke of love and life

God holds no child accountable for the love that made them

The woman heard the words

She kept on the path of destruction

Forsaking the love of man

The words came true

That one day she would understand

When she was truly alone

No matter how hard she tried

Everyone would desert her

Even those who longed to help her

Were turned away

At the end of all of them

She would face

The emptiness

Longing for the love

The love that 

She had known

The love that she 

Would long to share

Love is like a child

Lay youself down

It is sown inside of you

Gives you peace

Causes you pain

And gives birth 

To love

Listen to the words

Look into the eyes

Of Love

Love will open your blind eyes

Love will cause you to hear

The love speaking past the bad things 

That have come true

Listen to the prophecy of love

It has been there all the time

Living side by side 

With the words of doom

Love is a child

Waiting to be born

This child of love

Will come out of you

Listen to the Prophecy of love

You will never again

Be alone

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The Show Must Go On

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The Show Must Go On

It was a single thought

That threatened to shut the show down

The Road Show of Life and Love

When you started to care

About sharing love with someone who
Was confused themselves

Looking for power in love

Yes when you started to care

They started not to care

About how you felt

You gave them the power to
Feel safe to let their

Frustrations
Anxiety
Anger
Depression
Bad moods
Out on you

To lay passing responsibility
Of their lies and deception on you

You became unattractive
Because they could have you
You cared
So they almost stopped the show

Before that thought crossed your mind
The thought settled in
That you cared

They really wanted you to care
They worked to get you to care
And when you really cared

In their heart
The show started to shut down
The real love

Love that loves not for what you do
But Love that loves for who you are

For there is power in real love
But those who can’t see it

Can’t feel it
Long to have power

Over love

Power to use love
Power to let their
Mental sickness
Take advantage of
Abuse the love

That they cannot share
Because they were never
Given love as a child

All they understand
Is the way that they
Have seen

Love abusing love
Love using love
Love longing for power
Love loathing power

Love that hates to do 

What love is expected to do

Love that longs to control
Love that always feels to be expected to give
Love is to be controlled

Get yourself free of toxic love
Get over it

Don't let a love like that own you
Don’t long to own it

This kind of love understands
Being used and how to use love

This Blind and confused
Victim of a cruel childhood
Does not understand

That the power to be free

Is in real love

Love that loves because of love
Love that loves to love for a love that shares

The power to be free
This love

Now again inside of me

I don't care anymore
About understanding the cruelty
Of a disturbed mind

Blinded by their unwillingness

To let go
Of the power

Past 

Present

Future

Keeping them from love

I got my life back
I got my love back
Inside of me

To give to those who understand
The value and power

Of real love

Love set me free

The show must go on

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All My Energies

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All My Energies

A word of love
A word from God
The flow of energy
Toward love

Every thought
Every emotion
Every feeling
That flows through me

I will bring to bear
All the energy of my

Body
Mind
Emotions

On one thing

To forget the past
Breaking its power over me
As I look toward what lies ahead

Love

Love lies ahead of me
It gives me the power
To get strong again
To understand this love

Focuses the energy
That runs through me
Like the light of the sun

This light of love
Consumes all the darkness

All the sadness
All the loneliness
All the emptiness
Rejection
Bitterness
&
Pain

Overwhelming all that I am
Goodness
Comfort
Peace

Flooding the poisoned thoughts
That had filled my mind
With a river of love
Washing them away

I lost love
Then I found love
Love never went away
It was waiting to restore me

It was the gateway between
Forgetting the past
All my energies
And looking forward

Restoring me
Teaching me
How to love again
To live again

This love

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The Luck of the Irish

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The Luck of the Irish
Written on St. Patrick’s Day
For Gerald Thomas Organ

 It was a long hard winter of my life.
I was broken as a man.
My dreams were destroyed.
My hopes were lost.

  My grandfather, an Irishman,
died on St. Patrick’s Day.
He lived with death many days to make it to that day.
I never understood why until today.
I was only 16. 
It was 40 years ago.

Today my mother told me
that he used to say,
“If you make it to St. Patrick’s Day,
you made it through the winter.”

I was dead inside myself.

But he lived until this day to die
so that many years later in my life
his words would come to my ears
this year
so that I may understand
that he choose this day to die
so that I would chose this day
to live.

 It’s the luck of the Irish;
A dying man’s dream becomes
a broken man’s hope
to live.

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