Remembering How To Forget

Déjà Vu

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Remembering How To Forget

Be happy 

It is quiet and it did not get out

That you avoided the deep shit, the death thing, that you were innocent of

The person you knew never really existed at all

You created them in your mind

The real person is a psycho

A suicidal rampage looking to transfer responsibility through love

Responsibility for their reckless life

You needed to get away and you could not

You got lucky

You found out

You got out

In some strange perverted way it was punishment

Not kindness, it was not “not wanting to hurt you”

Not wanting to hurt you would have let you go

Love would have stopped hurting you

Being too weak to stop because you say you care is a lie

That person is lying to their self

The truth is they loved their self more then they cared about abusing you

They could not stop hurting you and face their self

They had a plan

And it did not include letting you off for what they felt you did to them

Or how much it hurt you, their working their plan, getting what they wanted 

Don’t let the kindness attached to the hiding their plan appear like they cared about you

Try to keep in mind that you are never really out of trouble as long as they feel 

That there is a connection to their situation that they believe you are responsible for

This is a prime motivation

To get out of the path of destruction

Save yourself

Hope that they have found a reason to forget

Make this the reason

That you can forget

You got lucky to get this time

This is a time to forget

Forget the trauma

Forget the emotional abuse

Forget the lies

Deception

Rejection

Betrayal

They are all lies

Planted, spawned, incepted 

You made them realities 

You could not live without in your mind

But none of them are true

Who you think you know you never knew

What you chose to believe 

Was never real

Just and obsessive fantasy

In your mind

That was used against you

Imprisoned you in a prison you could not see

In your mind

You are free

To move on

Leave the lies and abuse behind

Enjoy the quiet

While you can

It is a gift

From God

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